A Fresh Start :)

I decided that I am going to start writing about my life for a few reasons: 1) to grasp my personal growth and progression as a woman, 2) as an attempt to remember the little things and never forget the important things in my life and 3) to put off doing anything productive (to an extent of course.)

I'm not going to waste too much time discussing who I am, because I'm pretty sure I have a slight grip on who I am. And I hope that if you are reading this, you know me as well. So basically I'm 19. I live on my own. I go to college full-time and work part-time. My life is very diverse; very dramatic and a mixture of a spanish soap opera, lifetime and reality television. Sometimes it can be boring. But life is getting much more interesting recently and as time moves forward :)

I am taking a philosophy class on Tuesday nights. The class lasts 3 hours since we only meet once a week. I can't help but admire my professor and everything I know about her thus far. She's not only intelligent, but she's confident and hilarious. She has shared with us who she is and her pride with who she is. I admire the fact that she is open about being a lesbian, a buddhist, a feminist, a liberal, a musician, and everything else that she is. I find it truly respectable that someone can be so proud of who they are and accept themselves, despite what everyone else thinks. I'm pretty sure a few people have been run out of that class due to the fact that she is a lesbian. I think nothing of it. I think it's awesome. Imagine what it took to get to her level of pride. I'm what society considers "normal" and I do not even come close to having as much pride as she does. I truly respect people like her. :)

Yesterday there was some unexpected, not so good news. The specific news is confidential, but I know that my friend will be in my prayers.

Tomorrow I have class all day. I am going to go back to the mall to American Eagle to talk to the manager again. I really really hope I get that job. She gave me a quick on-the-spot interview last week and wants to meet with me again. Target is a shitty job for me. I think Target is an awesome company, but it's not me and I feel like since my part-time job is not my main focus, I should at least be able to somewhat enjoy what is occupying my time. :) So I will see what happens.

xoxo.